The first time I saw you I was not sure how I felt.
I’ve been through this process before, so many times. Saying Hi!, talking about random insignificant things…having a few laughs…having some beers…
I usually say the same things to my girlfriends: “He’s nice… really intelligent…interesting…feels different…I’m so happy…I’m having fun!” They said: “Good for you…Hope everything goes well.”
But then when things are going good…I’m afraid. I always do the same thing. I mean, I always have the same feeling.
Why I get afraid? It’s so stupid! I might ruin something good.
I put a wall…I’m not that available. I don’t open up. I just don’t want to get hurt.
So I’ve decided to let go of my fears of getting hurt and change to a more positive feeling. Have a little more hope and peace within me.
“Life is a journey, not a destination.”
So, I decided to enjoy, have fun, kiss and laugh and not overthink about what’s going on or what I’m doing.
In the middle of this process, I met you. Everything changed. Not only because you arrived, but because I realized I changed and I’m no longer scared.
*A little fiction with reality*
Good night! Time to party 🙂
xoxo,
Cristina
